[LOG.ENTRY//LEAF-DREAMS]

█████ leaf dreams

hey there leaf! it's been a while,,, to be fair we always start off these types of things with that same line but that aside I have something to tell you that has been consuming your world for the past couple of weeks,,, maybe even months

this one is about dreams,,, it's been a while since we had it about dreams, right? I mean I totally get it, late 2025 wasn't a great time to have dreams so it was fair to stop chasing dreams for a bit but look at where we are now!

I'm doing pretty good in school, maybe a bit too good for my own good,,, I have a loving wolf- okay I'll stop blowing my own horn now, but it deserves to be said!

"It took a whole month to go from the most sloppiest, ugliest possible situation that either of us could have predicted, right to here, the most absurd, beautiful thing to ever come out of this entire fuck up"

these words from y███ haven't left my mind ever since they sent me that voice message, y'know the voice message that you played to death (if it was a cassette then the tape would've already be broken!) but it sums up the situation pretty nicely

It's still kinda funny how this voice message was sent right before the biggest thing that has ever happened in our life,,, and we were both not expecting it- anyway that's beside the point,,, instead of yapping about her, you can just send y███ a message if you want to gush over her, say hi for me if you want!

back to the topic!

having a dream again makes me super happy and it's not one of those super far away ones that I'll forget about in two weeks,,, I mean I am a dreamer, we both know that BUT THIS, this one is different, one that I really want to see happen!!!

to be fair it's not fully in my control: life can get in the way, maybe it's not possible due to █████████ █████, heck ████ █████ ███ ██ and that's okay! but I'll do anything on my side to make it possible

okay I've been vague about what this dream is, sorry, I'm getting ahead of myself because I'm already starry eyed with the idea of this dream that I forgot to even tell you what it is

so k█████ was sharing ███████ █████ ███████ again and that made me think,,, maybe one day █ █████ ██ ██ ██████? I mean this has in the back of my mind but I've never really looked into it fully,,,

heck every time k█████ shares stories █████ ███████ I start to day dream, I start to day dream █████ ██████,,, ██████ ███ ████,,, can you imagine the ██████?!

the itch got too itchy and I did some research (jeez, I sound like one of those people who 'research' everything they read in the news) and it slowly started clicking,,, maybe this quick thought could become a reality?

I let it settle back in the back of my mind,,, okay to be fair I never really FULLY considered it, I thought it was neat but I thought ultimately that it was something future peach has to deal with,,, but I'm that future peach, you are that future peach,,,
If you don't at least give it a chance and see what is possible then you'll end up with some kind of regret in life

I did some deeper research and I realized that this dream is not that far away,,, surprise, surprise!

It always sounded like a far away dream and something that was funny to think about but no, it's quite easy actually! I █████ ████ ████ █ ████ or something funky like that,,, the only thing █ ████ ██ █ ███ ██ █████ ███ ████ ██ █ ███████ ████████ ███ ████████

the █████ ███████: ████ ████████████ ███ ██████ ████████████ █ ████ █ ██████ ████████ ██ ████ ██████ ████ ███ ███ █ ███ ████ ███████████ ███ ████ █████ ████ █ █████ ██ ██████████ ██████ ████ █ ███ ███ ██ ███ ███ ████ ██████ ████ ██████ ████ ████████ ███ ████ █████ peach, you know how to do the math,,, it adds up!

the ████ ████████ ██████ is kinda getting in the way of this one, ███ ████ ██ ████ █████ ██ ████████ ████████████ ███ ████ ██████ ███ ███ ███████ ███ ████ ██████ █████ █████ ████ ████ about █ ██████ of pure bliss,,, ███ ██ ██ ████ ████ █ ████ ████████ ███ █████ ███████ █████ ██ █████ ██████ ██ ████ █████ ████ ████ ██ I'm using this as a deadline,,, ████ ████ ██████ █████ █████ ████ ███ █████████! █ █████ ██ ████ █████ ████ ████ ████ ██ think about it and see whats possible

ahhh having a dream again is making every second I spend arguing with passengers worth it because in the back of my mind I know that it gets me closer and closer to this dream ,,, this dream motivates me and gives me a goal to work towards

I'm excited for two reasons because I get to ███ ██ █████████ ████ AND I get to ███ ████████████ ███████,,, I love the idea of ███ ██████, maybe we could ███████ ██ █ ██████ █████ ██ █████████

quite wild to think that I've never ████ ███████ ██ ███████ ████ █ ████ █████ ████ ████████ █████,,, ███ ███ ███████ ████████ █████████ ████ █████
weird to say but this feels less scary than that ██████ █████████ ████████ because at least I have a goal and I █████ ██ █████ █████

I'm less scared of ███ ████ ██ █████████ █████████ but I'm more so scared of my demons, being alone does something to me,,, but in this case I ████ ██ █████ ██ ████ ██ ████!

I don't want to get ahead of myself here because at the same time I need to remind myself to not forget about ██████ █████████, I have no idea if I can just █████ ██ █████ █████ ██ ████, I know that ███ ██████ ████ ██ ███████████ ███████ ███ █ █████ ████ ███ ███ ███████ █████ █████ ██ ██,,, same about my situation,,, sadly it's not been great lately and I'm getting tired of it,,, I guess it's a perfect time to start dreaming!

ahh I still remember those days, stuck in my own little world in my mind, my body just a vessel for my day dreams,,, sitting under my blanket listening to fallen down by toby fox,,,

like I said this dream gives me something to work towards,,, maybe these sunny days lately have been the reason why I'm so optimistic and hopeful for plans like these and maybe I'm already getting ahead of myself but I already ████ █ ████ ██ ██ ████!

when I know that I'll ████ ██████ █████ then ████ ████ ██ █████ ██ ████ ██ █ ██████ ██ █████████ and then start planning for █ ████████ █████████ ██ ███ ██████ ██ ████ ████!

one of the things I really want to do is █ ██████ ████ ████,,, I was thinking on how to make ██ █████ █ ███████ ███ ███ ████ █████████ ███████,,, I have a ████████ ███████ ███ █████,,, maybe ██ █████ ███ █ ███ ███ ████ ██ █ ██████ ████ ████ ██ ███ ████████?

the picture in my head of metaphorically but also literally ██████ ███ ██ ███ ████ ███ █████████ ███ ████████ ████████ sounds cute! maybe ██████ ████ ██ ██ ███ ██ ███ █████ ███ █████- or maybe I'm using that as an excuse because on the other hand it sounds kinda egotistical because ████ █████████ ████ ███████ ██████ ████ ██ ██ ███ ████ ███ ███ ████ ███ ████ █████!

I've brought it up ████ ██ █ ██████ and ███ ███ ████ ████ ████ ██ ██ ███ █ ████ ████ ███ ████ ████████ █████ █████ ███ █ ██████ ██ █████████, y'know that classic "oh shit this is really happening" type of fear! ██ █ █████ ███ ████ █████ ████ ████ ██ █████ █████ ██ ███ █ █████ ██████ ██ ████ ███ ██, █ █████ ████ ████ ██ █████████ ██ ███ █████████, which I fully understand

that's all for now! I know this was probably a bit bland because I can't 100% confirm if this is happening BUT c'mon just the idea of it makes me excited, heck I ███ ██ ████ ███████████ █████ ███████ ████!

I guess life becomes interesting once you get dreams and goals like this one because it gives you a reason to do stuff! it's like a little side quest to forget about the daily routine!

psst, little leaf promise me one thing, please write me back,,, I'll see you in █████████ ████ █ ██████, pinky promise, okay?

peach leaf
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